How Bad Your Life is ?
The reason why I put such title to my sixth thought was based on what currently happened in my own life.
I am not going to brag about it nor will I proud of sharing it, but one thing for sure, I am tired of it. Lol
Many people might have thought the same right now, and come to an agreement that life is a pain in the arse. Sometimes you get beaten up till you barely breathe, yet sometimes you found yourself able to stand up for good. No human in this universe able to foresee what might happen to our life, yet we set our bar of expectation way higher than it should. Countless time I found myself begging for acceptance in a certain way that it should not suppose to be like that at all, I let myself drowning in an ecstasy of praised and contented in a self-achievement kind of feeling of making people happy. Without me knowing, I brought destructive thoughts and feeling come inside my mind. It both effects my perspective and the way I feel about myself. It is the thing that has been eating me up for good.
